Friday, May 06, 2016

My First Salary




How do you feel, friends?
It's long holiday here, almost all of my friends go back to their hometown but not  for me and my partner. So, I spend my first holiday stayed in my dorm, watched all of Harry Potter movies all day long, alone and I enjoyed it because of the daily task, I have no time to re-watch it again. LOL  
So, how about my second holiday?
The story begin.
I go to my partner's boarding house and stay there for maybe 3 days. I didn't check my phone recently and there's 3 missed call from unknown number. Then it's number called me again at 2 p.m. I answered it, it's a girl voice. Owh, it’s the girl whom  I met  when my partner  and I went to one of cafes in Prawirotaman.  She's an artist and also a painting collector (I think). She offered me a part time job.
Before that day, I ever imagine to take a part time job when I have a free time. Like in Friday/ Saturday. But I can't find any of it. And suddenly someone offered me a part time job. I just take it because I  want to try it. I want to challenge myself and proof to myself that I can. I thought part time job is not too hard, because it's not full time job, and to be a waitress, receptionist, (usually if you take part time job) is not that hard.
At 4p.m. I arrived in that Cafe, then I met the woman who called me, and she introduce me to all of her staffs.  Then one of it's staff  taught me "how to do that job" And I realise that......................
It is not as easy as I thought.
What kind of job that I took? I am a waitress, I am a receptionist, and also a cleaner.
I thought, that job put me as a recipsionist only, but suddenly the customers come more and more, the restaurant's crowded with foreign, and some Indonesian. So, I have to be a waitress  too and also a cleaner too. So tired honestly. I said to my partner, I almost gave up, I can't do it any longer, I want to  go home she said she felt the same way as I thought.
It's my first time to have a job. My first experience to work together with another- older- people. Something bad happened and I just take it as a new knowledge and happy to receive it. We (my partner and I) made a mistakes. Of course because its our first time, our first experience, I thought it is okay to make a mistakes. As long as we didn't do it constanly.  And they, I mean the other staffs, they're discussing it continuously. I didn't like how they treat 'new staff' like me and my partner. Every time my partner and I entered to the kitchen, We heard they're talking about our mistakes. You know how it feels right?
My partner said, "Why do they do it? I don't understand with people like them. They like discussing the other people's mistake."  
Yeah, me too honestly. I hate people who talk about other people's mistake and forget to take their own mirror. They're human too, they make a mistake too, and when other people's talking about their mistakes, they get angry. So what then? Please stop talking about other people's mistakes, it's fine to make a mistake, it will help us improve our skill and start to take our own mirror and think about how other's feel. Talk to yourself "how about if they put me in that situation?" Or "how about if other people treat me that way?"
"I didn't like it." "I don't want other people treat me that way"  So with that we can appreciate other people in a good way.
About the salary, it's not that much but I’m glad enough to make my own money with my hard work and now I know how it feel. Take a part in a part time job  and how hard it is, to make our own money. I promise to myself to spend my money wiser. I didn’t regret anything and I’m so happy to experience it. If in the future there’s a chance for me to take a part time job again, I’ll surely take it. I believe that new place, new people, in any situation will teach me another knowledge that I didn’t know before. I’m so proud now with myself because I am already  won against the bad side of mine.

/bee/