I really want to write down about my feeling. It’s annoying . Put me in a
confusing-situation , Make me sad yet irritated about the problem, with my team.
At that time, some questions come up to my mind. Why do I
need a team?
The purpose for creating teams is to participate in
planning, problem solving, decision making, support each other and to be able
to reach our goals. French language has an excellent word to describe it “spirit
de corps” this means a sense of unity, of enthusiasm for common interest and
responsibilities.
So the ordinary thing in this world is sharing about the
problem to my team because I already have it. I told my team about the problems
and talking about the solution.
But what happened?
I guess you know what has happened if I told you this….
“Why do I need a team ? why?”
There’s no solution no clear point . And I tried to ask
again with highest hope that person will give me a little way to solve it, but
that person’s answer is such no help and
make the problem more complicated. Is this called teamwork?
I am getting mad, but once again I told myself to keep calm
and be patient. I told myself maybe they’re confused too so they didn’t know
how to answer my question. When I’m mad anything I said possibly hurt the other’s
feel so, I managed
to keep it inside because I don’t want to hurt them. As you know, it’s painful. The only thing that
usually called “painkiller” is to shout it out. Tell our friends about our
feeling is better than keep it alone right?. Of course to the right person and in a right situation
. Why? Sometimes if you do it in the wrong situation or in a wrong person I’m
sure that it’ll end with new problem. But
whenever I wanna do it, I mean tell my friend about my feeling, I think it in
several time “is it right?”/ “is it okay to tell her/him now?” / “are they busy
or not?” that kind of question was
always haunt me.
Sometimes, the only thing that I wanna do is share it to my
mom, or dad . That yes -no answer always rotated in my mind then I refuse to
do it. a simple reason, I just don’t want to bothering them with my own problem because I know their
problem’s heavier than mine and they’re not discussing it with me.
You ever feel the same, don’t you?
Don’t worry, you’re just sane as I am.
a bit advice from me . First, take a deep breath, tell
yourself that everything will be okay
do not confused, life isn't that complicated which one is
more urgent, solve it first as simple as that.
The important things is don’t blame yourself, do not let yourself think it
on your own. You need someone to talk with. (I’m sure you have one, who always
there no matter what) just tell that
person that you’re not fine and ask that person to help you.
God’s always listening and understanding, friends.
and once more, it's okay to tell your friend if you are not
okay.
PS: it's for me too, little bit hard, trying with a slow progress is better than do nothing
with bee,
see you
